I wish Sunday (and subsequently Tuesday) would hurry up. This whole waiting thing is for the birds. I'm scared to death and need to know something, anything.
It's not that I'm afraid of a negative test. I can deal with that. I'm terrified of being pregnant, and then not being pregnant. During all of our fertility cycles, we've never had trouble getting pregnant- it's staying that way that's hard for me. So many things are different now- I've added drugs, changed meds and tested our babies so that we have the best possible chance for the only positive outcome that counts... a healthy baby in the Pierce house. So why am I so completely and utterly worried and why the heck does this have to be so hard?